Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Six Months

I try

Everyday I try

But nothing has changed

I STILL believe

Always

How fucked am I!!!!

7 comments:

  1. Hi,

    You have many blogland friends who love you. We care about you.

    I have read your profile. You are a terrific person.

    Hug,
    joey

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  2. Sometimes when the big black dog comes and sits on your shoulder the only thing to remember is "...and this too will pass". If it is alright with you I will include you in my prayers to the Buddahs

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  3. Thank you Joey .. what a lovely thing to say!

    I would like to clarify though.

    I am not really sad. No I am more angry than anything. Angry at myself, that I seem to be stuck .. even after 6 months!!!!

    Every time, I think I am moving forward, and positive things start happening .. the dreams start up again.

    It's bad enough to be hung up on somebody that does not want you but to have your subconscious betray you when you least expect it.

    *sighs* . I don't know .. sometimes I think I will just never get over it & that just sucks! I have never been like this before so it's all rather new & not so pleasant.

    Oh well ... maybe I just need a good spanking &/or fuck! ;)

    Downunder Don ... thanks for your comments & welcome to my wacky world!!!

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  4. ((Hugs)). Joey is right. We love you.

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    1. Thanks Doll! Now, come up here, kick me in the ass & tell me to get over myself already .. will ya! ;)

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    1. thanks mc .. but really I did a swift kick in the ass & not in a good way!

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