Geez ... do I have to spell it out????

I got an email from the CSM today .. first time I have heard from him since the beginning of the summer.

We caught up & I filled him in on my roller coaster of a summer & it's aftermath.

And he just kept pushing .... you need a tune up (hint hint)

- No I don't want one

Yes you do

- No I really really don't

Yes you do ...

- Really?!?!?!

Oh now I have offended you. *pouty face*

- No you didn't offend me ... you are just not listening.

I am a changed woman. I am in no hurry to get my heart ripped out & thrown back at me again, anytime soon!

The walls have been re-erected, I am angry & I am bitter. *shrug*

I am moving forward slowly & steadily. I don't cry every day anymore & I am talking to people ... ever moving forward but ...

... Until such time as I am ready to face this part of my life again (besides hanging out on tumblr - nice & safe there & I can be in control) - I am making friends & having fun .. nice, no stress, no bullshit, just fun.

I can offer you friendship until such time as it feels right FOR ME ... take it or leave it.

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Sorry bloggers, I just had to vent!!!!!

Never TELL ME how I am really feeling because you will be WRONG!

fuck I'm fun! ;)

- end of rant