Second Anniversary

I got a little bit behind on a couple of posts I have been working on: 

From Thursday 13 February 2014 ..... 


I just realized today is my second anniversary!!!

It was 2 years ago today that I gained my freedom .. finally free from a 71/2 year co-dependency with my last ever vanilla boyfriend.

He was 18 years my junior. He was only 20 when we met .. full of cockiness that I always seem to go for. But all you Cougar wannabes out there trust me when I say .. younger ain't always better .. TRUE STORY!!!

In that 71/2 years .. he never worked  (well probably all the time he did work would not have added up to a full year). He literally felt he didn't have to work .. even though he knew what an extra burden it had put on me. A truly selfish ass.

He "left me" .. for another woman. And when I shut that door on him for the final time, all I could think of to say was "Well he's HER problem now!" Good riddance!

Best thing that ever happened to me.

You are all probably thinking, WHY did you put up with such a loser. I have no good answer to that. The Gods know that I kicked him out at least 3 times a year for 7 years, but he always came back & I always caved. It's funny how you can talk yourself into just about anything huh?

But yes, 2 years ago .. on the 14th of February .. that STOOPID commercial holiday .. I was truly free. Free from the deadbeat & free from that old life. And it was fucking AWESOME!!!

Coincidentally , TODAY is the 2nd anniversary for me & my homosexual life mate .. THE BRAT! And we celebrating by trooping (and a stop in Ikea).  *giggles*

For that first full year . I didn't need anybody or want anybody in my life. I immersed myself in my Star Wars stuff ... met more people, gained a social life that I had not had in such a long time & had a blast! Everybody noticed too .. even those who did not know me that well, commented that I seemed so much happier, & carefree. Goes to show what losing 200lbs of dead weight will do for you!

This year, exploring my submissive side has been quite the rollercoaster ride. It has not been easy and I still feel alot of pain and sadness but still I am who I want to be & heading in the right direction that I started just a little over 2 years ago when I finally became free! And I wouldn't change a thing (well that's not true .. there is that one thing I would change but ain't nothing I can do about that!!!!)

Happy Valentine's Day or what I like to call .... FRIDAY!

Ha ha ... never fear for this lonely sap!! 

My homosexual life partner and I have a date tonight on this stupidest of all stupid holidays (nope .. not bitter .. just never liked this totally commercial day) ... We shall be fighting over the cutest ones there!!! 

Have a sexy kinky night everybody. 

And I yes, I do hope Aurora's surgery went well today!!!!

Peace OUT!

ALL TOGETHER NOW!!!

Phillip will probably get mad at me for this but it will be worth it.

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU! 

Our good darling friend Aurora over at http://notyoureverydayfairytale.blogspot.ca/

is having surgery tomorrow. Please join me in sending prayers, blessings, gregorian chants, olms, good tidings, well wishes, best of lucks, speedy recoveries, the force, positive vibes, good vibrations & everything else positive out to her, Phillip & their family. 

I know I speak for everybody here that we all thinking of you today. 

Good luck, & success & a speedy recovery!!! 

We are all with you!!!

(and miss you)

(((HUGS)))

Our Platinum Moment

OK .. trying NOT to dwell on the Olympics, although they are INFINITELY way more exciting than my non-existent sex life! 

But I just could not pass this up. 

THIS is what the games are really all about ... 

THIS is worth way more than any medal ...

THIS is what makes me so very proud to be a Canadian. 

And actually a big shout out has to go out to the Russian as well, for having the guts to keep going!!! 

http://beta.thescore.com/wolym/news/429704

And this is the blurb they had on facebook: 

How's this for Olympic spirit?

Russian cross-country skier Anton Gafarov crashed early in his run, breaking his left ski. He continued his race with the broken ski, before Canadian ski coach Justin Wadsworth gave Gafarov his ski, allowing the Russian to finish the race.http://thesco.re/1kyFJNP

This is what the Olympics are all about, folks.

That's all I got .. you may all continue on with your sexy hot lives whilst I watch the rest of

the games!

:P

It's a Canadian Thing

I found this on Facebook yesterday, right after our second gold medal of the day. It didn't take that long for THAT stereotype to surface (no for a certain beer company *coughs* Moslen Canadian *coughs*  to capitalize on our success!!)

Anyway, I giggled when I saw it! ;) 

A Quick Recap & then off to Adventure 2 of the weekend!

So we went, we saw & we "conquered"???

Sexapalooza was "interesting". My poor Brat was ACTUALLY nervous about going in. It was as I suspected it would be ... lots of "booths" from various sex shops from the surrounding areas.

They had a main stage of course. A photographer friend of ours (she has worked our SW photo booth for use before) ... had her booth right in front of the stage! Lucky her! ;)

The first act were Drag Kings. I know one of them, "he" works at my favourite sex shop. But of course he wasn't there. They were pretty pathetic though. I THINK they were trying to be a "boy band" but their lip syncing & dancing were way were then your average boy band. But I think they are relatively new so hopefully with time.

Unfortunately SafeD was not there. Instead of going to work yesterday he went to the urgent care clinic & it turns out he has a very serious strep infection ... not fun.

And I got to "exact" my revenge on Ice. He is a local "dom" (yes I use that term lightly) and also a vampire & a satanist. Fun guy. But he is also a leather worker .. we have used him with our costuming before. About 11 months ago, I commissioned him to make me a new leather corset .. put a deposit down $250 ... had a couple of meetings & a fitting. And by June he said ... it's almost done .. "I will let you know" ... Well now, come September with no word from him .. I started trying to contact him ... he did not answer my calls, emails, or messages via Facebook. But December I had pretty much written him off & kissed my $250 deposit goodbye. (I have to admit ... his personality does intimidate me & weighing my options .. it was just easy to walk away ... but he would not be getting any more of our SW business either though as his reputation would be shattered)

When we made eye contact last night (he actually had a booth!) .. he looked shocked to see me & I literally turned up my nose & kept on walking. But My Brat stopped a few booths away from Ice's. I kept my back to him but apparently he kept staring over at us. And finally he comes over & has the utter gall to say to me .....

"so can you come in next week?"
Are you fucking kidding me? I told him no & he was shocked .. No? No, I repeated, I would like my money back. Oh ... ok, well contact me next week & we will make "arrangements. Yeah right. I won't hold my breath. But at least the look on his face was worth it! Fucktard.

Other than that "mini-drama" it was fun. I just about died when My Brat almost bought a big pink suction cup dildo!!! Hmmmm, maybe he is not the only "innocent" one in our relationship .. just the thought O.O

The only really hard time I had was our visit to the dungeon. There was a girl, strapped to the St Andrews Cross .. getting flogged. I wanted to be that girl so badly! I was literally rooted to the spot ... transfixed on the scene ... they literally had to drag me away *sighs*

But now it's time to get ready for today's adventure!

Our Star Wars crew are going skating on the Canal! .. no costumes .. just for fun! Unfortunately for me, my fibro will not allow me to partake (it would just hurt far too much)  .. I was an avid ice skater growing up like the good Canadian girl that I am .. I miss it. But I will be there as "official" photographer!! I would LOVE to have the ewok out there on ice but there will be far too many people, as it's actually a nice day today & perfect conditions for our first day of "Winterlude" our annual winter festival.

THIS

You Own Him

When you snug­gle closer
and purr in your sleep,
you are his kitten

When you kneel between his legs
grace­fully accept­ing the band around your throat,
you are his girl

When you squirm across his lap,
your tush rosy red and tin­gling with inti­macy,
you are his brat

When you rub your­self all over him
leav­ing liq­uid pas­sion in your trail,
you are his slut

When you devour him deeply, pleas­ing him,
solely there for his enter­tain­ment,
you are his whore

When you growl and strain against your leash,
hump­ing his leg for release,
you are his bitch

When you sur­ren­der to his strength, his power,
when you sac­ri­fice your body on the altar of his desire,
you are his prey

When you stay still, quiv­er­ing, unspeak­ing,
your only pur­pose to be used, to be mounted,
you are his female

And still…

When you melt into his arms
and lean your head against his chest
and whis­per quietly,

“I am yours”

At that moment,
you own him.

Source: http://dreamwalker.com/you-own-him