Lost Kittie ... FOUND???

Well it has been a whirlwind week for me! Truly amazing.

Update from Freaky Friday ....

Poor CSM has been shelved. I like him alot but he is unavailable ... he is fun & we have become fast friends.  It must be because we are both military - the bond. :)  But he is a little sad.

I feel really bad about Mr D. He was wonderful .. I really did like him. He doesn't really understand why I had to say goodbye and is trying to blame himself. I am trying to be completely honest though .. and I certainly didn't mean to lead him on. Things just happened soooo suddenly!!!

Some things just happen ... so unexpected, so sudden, so amazing.

I mentioned in freaky Friday post that I was mad texting with a male "Sub" .. well I was wrong, he is a Dom, that is curious about his submissive side. He is the wrench in the cog (I think that's how I put it) ...

Well, the text started on Friday (well late Thursday night really .. has NOT stopped .. seriously. I think the text count is at 4000 now. O.O .. in 7 days!!!! I have never talked to ANYBODY so much in all my life.

We talk about everything .. we talk about nothing. We keep finding more & more in common. We connect on sooooo many different levels. It's scary!!! O.O

I am babbling but it's sooo hard to put into words.

I know I know .. it seems almost too good to be true.

I am at the cottage right now ..  hosting a birthday bash this weekend (mine & my wonder "twin" Obi Wam) .. PwP & I are going to go for coffee for the first time on Sunday night when I get home!

I am both excited & scared! .....

Cya all on the flip side! Have a GREAT weekend & wish me luck!!! :D

A HOT Date with the Love of My Life - TONIGHT!!!!

SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! 

I hope I don't faint BEFORE the show starts!!!! 

Freaky Friday

Apparently it's raining Doms in my world right now. WTF! How does this even happen? I like meeting people too much I guess.

So yesterday, I talked with CSM ... like I always do. He is not very happy that he only had a "taste" before being "replaced". I feel bad for that because he is a great guy & I will always be grateful for his err .. helping hand when I really needed it. But he is not free & he cannot give me what I really need. We both knew this but we are friends & you can never have too many friends.

And then there is Mr D .. the new Dom. I was texting with him off and on ... all day yesterday as well. To say we hit if off immediately is an understatement (I know I do still have to write about our first date - and now the second as well). There is great potential there for something long term & lasting. Something that i have been looking for.

But now there is a wrench in the cog. A couple of weeks ago I got a message on CollarMe from a male sub. Really nice guy ... he kinda helped me tweak my profile a bit. And we chatted a little. I hadn't talked to him since but decided to check in with him on Thursday night to find out how his "hunt" goes. We have now started to text to each other ...

And we have been texting almost constantly since. I think we went for a record 17 hour conversation yesterday!!! I even passed out on  him for 4 hours but as soon as I woke up we resumed the conversation .. then I went to bed & we resumed the conversation this morning (he was working a 12 hour shift ... just done now)... we are chatting now as he is on his way home. Then hopefully he will go to bed!

We talked about everything & nothing. From politics to Star Wars, to what we want, & who we are. He is exploring his submissive side but has been a Dom for years.

The words just tumble out effortlessly and time has had no meaning. And it has been wonderful.

.. and has left me confused. Not in a bad way but confused all the same.

So little Lost Kittie who started this blog feeling so lost & alone in this lifestyle when her former Dom left her ... now is .. not lost .. but well, ... life certainly is always interesting isn' it? :D

Happy 4th of July!

To all my American Friends. Enjoy your Independence Day!!! :D 

So ....

.. I have a date tonight. It just happened this afternoon. Somebody I met on Collar Me. We have been talking off & on for about a month now. Somebody who is unattached and who loves how my mind works! O.O

Soooooo nervous!

Wish me luck .............

Spectre of the Past 3

Sir: "You just gave me the best fucking orgasm of my life!"

.. and then he walked out of my life forever.

HAPPY CANADA DAY! - UPDATED!!!!!

That's alot of SPANKS! ;) 

And never forget this about Canadian girls! 

UPDATE .... I couldn't possibly leave out the Canadian Boys now could I!!!! 

Have a GREAT CANADA DAY everybody!!! 

xoxoxoxoxo