These are Not the Droids you are looking for ... move along

Well now .. what to say?? It's been a while ...

.. but I've got nothing. Life is just rolling ever forward ... I have been here but there is nothing. The give a fuck factor is almost non-existent.

I am so fucking bored & restless. I have been battling my demons (mainly depression) for weeks now. Some days are good .. some days are not. Most days though, I just exists.

I have started 4 or 5 new blog posts .. some even have some words in them. But I can't form two coherent thoughts together.

I know most of this is caused by this hellish & never ending winter - another 10 cms on Saturday & the temp dropped today, so another day of dressing like the fucking Stay Puff Marshmallow man. *sighs*

And never mind BDSM or even a sex life .. what the fuck is that??? I can't even muster the energy to care, Selfies? .. meh .. why bother.

Okay wow ... Happy Monday to you all .. fm Debbie Downer

Sorry.

Things will pick up .. I know ...

they always do.

And until I find my happy place again I shall bid you all happy kinkiness!